today i studied at nanzan uni's library, it felt just like nus library!!! the smell of old books, the wooden desks and metal shelves, the sound of photocopying machine and books being scanned... felt like i was a university student all over again :) i had lost my motivation to study japanese for a while, but now i'm back! gonna go library every morning 9am to chop my favourite desk at my favourite corner.

vic is so nice to me :) he went ard finding the knee guard that i need cos it's hurting so badly... i am quite sure my love language is acts of service now cos i felt so love by this. thank you dear!

tomorrow i'm praying that i can wake up early and be in library by 9am. study japanese, prepare for bs, then lunch (today i secretly ate my bento in the library :P ... i repent.)then i'm gonna try using the survey i just made today to do random witnessing. really looking forward to see how it works cos the survey i did makes sharing gospel very natural and uninvasive. God, please bring me to students whose hearts are already prepared by you ok? 3-5pm i meet yasuyo n tomoe for bs. this is always the most challenging time of the week for me, cos i have to do everything in japanese and being quite a perfectionist, i get frustrated when i can't explain important things with my limited vocabulary. sometimes i really have to withhold myself from shouting aaaaaaaaAAAAAAAHHHHhhhhhhhh in the midst of bs.imagine how shock my disciples will be if i actually lose control. but i bought very cute pencil and pencil case recently to motivate myself not to give up on japanese, so, yup with God's help i will persevere.