captured. after walking so far and so long i'm back here. dear Lord i've never thought i'd pray for real for a time machine. if You grant me a miracle to go back to past how differently will i live it? i know, in reality i will never be able to travel back in time. memories will always only be memories. never can those moments be duplicated or relived. maybe what i really need is a magic pill that would help me forget how real it all used to be. can someone tell me the ransom, and i will surely pay it. release me from this winding road. Lord i need Your supernatural strength to reach out to me. cos only You can draw me onto the path where new memories are awaiting.